it sucks to be without a voice.

when you have so much to say.

>:(

my voice has bade me aufwiedersehen, for the time being. down with cough and a case of the blues.

blues. stop plaguing me every now and then.

the past has ceased to be, but it lingers. memories are all that's left, and i dont want them to fade too.

in my head i travel. feel the touch and breathe the smell of the days past. taste the salty, the sweet, the bitter; that coil, envelop and tantalize, so real as if it were only yesterday.

only flashbacks can satisfy now.

i cling on, bcos they may never come again.


sem one is ending, it's reading week, and everyone is mugging. i've got four examinable modules (the remaining one's german, for which i already had oral, vocab tests and 2 sem tests). it's hard to concentrate when my mind keeps wandering away.... cant believe sem one is ending just like that. there goes 1/8 of my uni journey....



tongsiang™ 090605 says:
thought u sick for a number of days alrdy?
D says:
no...
D says:
since yesterday
tongsiang™ 090605 says:
icic... faster recover ah
tongsiang™ 090605 says:
i dun wan see a sick best frend

..... and,

tongsiang™ 090605 says:
y=autonomous C+ I +G+ (X-M) / (1-MPC)

HAHAHA income-expenditure model! >.<

now this is one friend(best friend?) who smses in the middle of NM lectures from his furtive spots above me, which i never figure out where. chidings ("stop sleeping!") or other random stuff. which is kinda creepy, come to think of it, bcos i never know where he's sitting behind, spying on me. hahah.... wait till we get another lecture tgtr next sem, i shan't sit anywhere else other than the top row then!

recently renewed my acquaintance with the piano (in prep for ----). now it is revived, and happy. :) happy that its mistress is producing melodies on its ebonies and ivories again.


pineapple crepe, spaghetti with beef, dramatic recounts, aimless browsing......

......and a brother who cannot stop praising himself (and ended up committing the ultimate mistake of uttering sthg stupid about a belt, which i thought only i would do hahah). and that was my monday evening/night. :)


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it's disappointing, really, sometimes.


saw this in martina's msn: irgendwann find und lieb ich dich mehr als mich

and that's german for some day i'll find you and love you more than myself. :)